I always like to play on the negative side of things.
There’s a saying in Chinese proverb that goes, “If you do not love yourself, you cannot be loved by your fellow man.
I don’t think that’s true, at least not for most people. I think it’s more a case of the opposite of love, a kind of self-hatred. You could say that I’m a self-hater but that doesn’t mean I hate myself. I’m just a self-indulgent asshole.
I feel the same way. That I have an anger at myself which I do not even realize how much I carry around. I think I have a lot of issues with my self, that I hate myself, but I’m not sure if that is actually something I want to change. I guess I just hate myself so much that I can’t even be happy with myself.
Im glad you said that. Im glad you put it so bluntly. I have trouble feeling good about myself, even when I’m making progress. I feel as though I am always a little frustrated and angry with my own self. I feel this way even when I’m making progress and even when I’m making progress on what I want to do with my life.
You can see this in the video below. It’s going to be interesting to see if you take some of the thoughts about deathloop that are on your mind and what they are meant to be.
I know I often feel this way. I am an atheist, which means that I don’t believe in God or any other form of personal existence. This is partly why I feel so confused about my life and what I should do with all of my time. I understand that if I were to start believing in God I would be feeling a lot better about my life. My self-awareness is what allows me to feel this way.
What’s interesting is that I really don’t get the full meaning of the phrase “436 angel number.” The term “angel number” is used in Christianity to refer to a specific number of people who’ve died, as a sign of their judgment. Christians believe that there was a group of people who died in the early church that are still alive today. Because the number 436 is a number of people who died, I assume it’s referring to people still alive at the time of the crucifixion.
The word angel is related to the word angel, but it is not a reference to angels.
One of the phrases in Christianity that I keep hearing is “436 Angel Number”. I’ve never actually heard this phrase used in my life, but I’m guessing its a reference to the number of people who died at the crucifixion. Because the number 436 is so specific, I assume its referring to people who died at the time of the crucifixion.